Saturday, April 23, 2011

connotations

They used this word to discriminate us and deprive us from being human

They soon left it to the lower people of their class to use it as a sign of ignorance

They soon adopted the world to show unity

They made the world a better connotation for their people

They soon defined the world as one group of their own kind

They soon bought conflict between themselves by this word

It was them discriminating them anymore- it was them discriminating themselves

Why do niggas use the word nigga?

To bring their own kind down?

To talk about the past of the word?

To bring unity among themselves?

Why do they say it? does anybody know? . . .

This word has no true definition but can mean so much to a person.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

ALPHEBETICAL POEM

Absent from my life,
Baby you hadn’t even formed a single bone.
Can’t believe I made the choice,
Defined as “you permanently being gone.”

Everyday mommy thinks about you,
Forgiving me is hard.
Given you the world if I could,
Healing your every scar.

I was young, and dumb,
Just fooling around like a kid.
Kind of wish now I had your face,
Lips on mine giving you a kiss.

Mommy is sorry,
Never wish I walked in that clinic.
Over the bed I laid,
Processing you being diminished

Quiet days and restless nights,
Reminiscing on you in my tummy.
So many negative feelings,
To be or not to be” your mommy.

U would never believe,
Venting out my feelings to the air.
Wonder if you even hear me up there,
Xspecially not knowing if you even care.

Y did I do this to you?,
Zooming through your little mind.
Answer is regret is something,
Body doesn’t heal over time.

-Chanel

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

SMH

The detective saw his opportunity. He grabbed the waitress’s arm and said…

"I've always been attractive to women of your size and style. Your fluffy skin and numerous handles. Your connect-the-dot  freckles blended with hints of black heads. Your wild nappy orange hair. Your smell of pancake mix. I can tell you were in the back eating garlic by the sweet scent of your breath and stained yellow teeth. Yummm, I could place you on a table. . . well a very large table and devour you. literally."

He then growls at the waitress and she turns and walks away.

"I wish somebody tell that man that he was in a car accident 40 years ago and never was a detective or anything else he seems to be"

She looks back and now the dectective is at the table acting like a beautiful butterfly.

WTf??

He turned the key in the lock and opened the door. To his horror, he saw his mother sitting on the couch.

"Mom what are you doing here?" he said puzzled.

 "Well the lady at the nursing home said you didn't pay my bill to stay there anymore. Your sister said I couldn't stay with her so I am here with you." stated the little hounched over old lady.

"Son I knew you would be the one who take care of me when I'm old." She said with a warm smile.

"Wait."

"Who are you?"

"Oh my!!"

"A peeping Tom!!"

She hits her son with her pocketbook until he falls out.
She then realizes what she has done and dies of a broken heart.
His funeral and hers were held the same day.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?







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richmond slave trail

The Presence of my ancestors:
Walking the trail they once experienced

Africans World Wide have been stereotyped all though-out history. From not being considered human, to not being educated, to even being closer kin to apes, we have faced and overcame more than many people believe. In present day some of those stereotypes still apply, as we are labeled trifling and my personal favorite—ignorant. One thing people forget is that we are strong, and in history we overcame these stereotypes by being so. With strength, hope, and pride our ancestors paved the way to the life we have now. And although many complain that we are still not equal, we damn sure came a long way, and with strength, hope, and pride we can go a lot further. Slavery imbedded these traits into us. It runs in our blood and in our veins. Our ancestors did so much for us to be here today. Many may not recognize it nor appreciate it, but experiences such as walking the Richmond Slave Trail makes us relive it. I had mixed emotions about the experience. At one point I felt saddened but the sadness soon turned into anger. A long time ago, I came to peace with myself when I decided not to blame White people for the misfortunes of African Americans. I learned to be optimistic about the event by thinking about how we (Africans) sold ourselves (other Africans) to the Whites and that we played an equal role in the situation.  I learned to not forget, but to forgive the past and let the future speak for us. Walking the Slave Trail bought back all those emotions I learned to obstruct. I said to myself, “This is a nice contribute to blacks.” Once the trail came to a halt, my reaction changed, “That’s all?” It was a very short experience. I was honestly expecting to see more, and it disappointed me that one sign was literally in the middle of an old parking lot. On the contrary, what I did see was enough to paint a story. I saw the heavy chains, I saw the hunger, and I saw the pain in the African eyes as they walked to where they would be stationed at until sold. I couldn’t imagine being in that situation as I would feel sick mentally and physically. My will to live would have decreased and hope would have soon died along with my starving, abused body. The Canal Walk was so nicely exhibited.

As I walked, I wondered where the Slave Trail would start. I found a sign at the end of the Canal Walk that said the Slave Trail was across the street. Thinking to see similar monuments and pathways, I saw rocks and little old rusted signs. I shook my head and continued walking. The first thing I came across was the story about a slave escape. This story was interesting as Henry Brown hid inside of a tiny box (2 ft by 3 ft) in a successful attempt to freedom. In a sadder story, an enslaved blacksmith, Gabriel, called for hundreds and thousands of slaves to attack on Mayo’s Bridge. He was soon caught, arrested, and hung. He was influenced by powerful quotes said by Patrick Henry and the American Revolution. Continuing down 15th Street I stumble across the rocky parking lot, with the sign “Slave Auction Site.” Although the sign and location wasn’t very appealing, I discovered how they had a fancy hotel for slave buyers right across from the muddy infested dumps they held the Africans in. I would have never imagined they were right across the street. I was standing where my people were essentially sold for way less than they were worth. My heart sunk in as I thought about how that must have felt—standing there, half naked, with white people yelling foreign words and looking at you intensely. Most of them probably didn’t even grasp what was going on. The Auction Site led into the Reconciliation Triangle. This was the nicest contribute on the trail, and my personal favorite. It was a sculpture of two people embracing each other which to me could represent many things. At this site was a brief description of the Triangle Trade which consisted of Virginia, England, and West Africa. The most popular being the Transatlantic Slave trade, was between The Americas, England, and Western Africa. Cash Crops would be shipped to England in exchange for their manufactured goods. Then the goods from England would be sent to Western regions in Africa in exchange for slaves. Slaves would then be on the Middle Passage which is the long journey slaves had to endow to get to the Americas. This depressing trip led them to the docks of Virginia in which they were “housed” and sold at auction sites. Later up the road, I come to a sign saying “Lumpkin’s Slave Jail.” This jail was for the slaves who misbehaved or tried to run free. I had come across the sign before and thought “Why do they still have this up?” I didn’t know it was part of the tribute. Also known as the “Devil’s Half Acre” The owner, Mr. Lumpkin died soon after the Civil War, and his African-American widow and his former slave, Mary Lumpkin received his estate and turned it into a school for African Americans. The name was soon changed into “God’s Half Acre.” Now, in the same spot is the Richmond Train Station. To the left of the sign was the Slave Burial Site. This whole experience was an eye opener for me. Where I live holds so much history on my ancestors. Seeing all of this does not make me sad, but brings faith in me. As I know we came up from nowhere, we have an opportunity to a good life now. Our ancestors set the stone for us and it’s up to us to use it. This was not only educational to me but these people were my family, and my backbone. They made me who I am today, and I am thankful for the sacrifices they made. As most of them do not know the good they have accomplished, I know that their work paid off for their future generations. The trail may not have looked the best, but it made me realize we as blacks have a lot more to accomplish in life. It appealed greatly to my emotions as I felt as if I was a slave actually walking on the trail hoping for better days.


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