SOOO this weekend I have been:
-kicked out my house
-had my car taken away
-no phone or computer
-broke
-working
-wearing mismatched socks
-eating fast food
-spending time with the boo
-getting closer to the ones I love
-finding time to think about my life and myself
-having fun with what I have.
Point of this is to say that you do not need materialistic things to have a good life. :)
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Make That Money Girl: Don't Let it Make You!
COLLEGE . . . . .
It can be FUN!
WILD!
STRESSFUL!
BORING!
HARD!
College can be numerous things to various people but to me, it is just a ticket to jumpstart a career. Not just any career, but a career that is gauranteed. People workship the Diploma like it isNOT just a plain piece of dull paper signed by college. BUT once you have that Diploma the doors open. That one dull piece of paper puts you ahead of thousands of others in need of a career. It is a golden ticket to success.
I need that ticket.
Where as young people are fighting with older people for the lower jobs, I need to advance onto something higher; something that requires more; something not easy to get; something rare to find;
A CAREER WITH LITTLE TO NO COMPETITION.
my answer: RADIATION!
It is not only interesting but it is RARE. RARENESS = MORE JOBS MORE MONEY! Although college can be a significant part of life to go explore and do more, to me, the final outcome is that dipoma. I could party hard, but I have to do what is best to get my diploma. No games, no sidetracks, no distractions. SCHOOL STUDY HOMEWORK. No parties. No rec sports. College isn't free. It is an investment. Investment of time and moneynow for time and money in the future!
It can be FUN!
WILD!
STRESSFUL!
HARD!
College can be numerous things to various people but to me, it is just a ticket to jumpstart a career. Not just any career, but a career that is gauranteed. People workship the Diploma like it is
I need that ticket.
Where as young people are fighting with older people for the lower jobs, I need to advance onto something higher; something that requires more; something not easy to get; something rare to find;
A CAREER WITH LITTLE TO NO COMPETITION.
my answer: RADIATION!
It is not only interesting but it is RARE. RARENESS = MORE JOBS MORE MONEY! Although college can be a significant part of life to go explore and do more, to me, the final outcome is that dipoma. I could party hard, but I have to do what is best to get my diploma. No games, no sidetracks, no distractions. SCHOOL STUDY HOMEWORK. No parties. No rec sports. College isn't free. It is an investment. Investment of time and money
Thursday, January 20, 2011
OURSELVES
One of the toughest battles in life are the internal battles. Although YOU might seem normal, there is a constant disagreement within YOUR head. The opinion of what YOU believe others think is the root to these self-consciousness.
Its questions like these that use to roam through MY head:
Does MY outfit match?
Is MY hair out of place?
Am I smart enough to be here?
Are people looking at ME?
WHY DO I WORRY ABOUT SIMPLE THINGS SUCH AS THESE?
http://stigmanomore.blogspot.com/2009/10/new-approach-to-reducing-suicide.html
The way I carry MYSELF on the outside is totally different than what I truly think about MYSELF. So why do I try and act like everything is fine? Why do I act differently than what I really am? The fear of not fitting in.
In all reality, it's not what others think. It's about what I think about MYSELF. If I feel like there is nothing wrong with ME, others will think that also. Its not about fitting in with others, its about how others fit in with ME. It's not about what I wear or how I look, it's about my confidence in MYSELF. Being comfortable with MYSELF is what makes others feel comfortable around ME. If I don't know MYSELF, how would I expect others to understand and accept ME? Real friends will try to relate to ME and at least try to understand ME. so why try to impress others who do not want to try and understand ME?
MY advice is to spend time with YOURSELf. Learn new things about YOURSELF. Learn to love YOURSELF, and never worry about what others think. Being YOURSELF is what makes YOU unique; its what makes YOU an individual. People will appreciate YOU being YOU. No I'm not saying do not try and make new friends. SURE GO FOR IT! BUT DO NOT change YOURSELF to aim to keep them satisfied. Being YOU is what makes you YOU!!!!!!!!!! People will love YOU for who YOU are!!
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http://heartofthematteronline.com/10-benefits-of-homeschool-co-ops-for-high-school-students
Its questions like these that use to roam through MY head:
Does MY outfit match?
Is MY hair out of place?
Am I smart enough to be here?
Are people looking at ME?
WHY DO I WORRY ABOUT SIMPLE THINGS SUCH AS THESE?
http://stigmanomore.blogspot.com/2009/10/new-approach-to-reducing-suicide.html
The way I carry MYSELF on the outside is totally different than what I truly think about MYSELF. So why do I try and act like everything is fine? Why do I act differently than what I really am? The fear of not fitting in.
In all reality, it's not what others think. It's about what I think about MYSELF. If I feel like there is nothing wrong with ME, others will think that also. Its not about fitting in with others, its about how others fit in with ME. It's not about what I wear or how I look, it's about my confidence in MYSELF. Being comfortable with MYSELF is what makes others feel comfortable around ME. If I don't know MYSELF, how would I expect others to understand and accept ME? Real friends will try to relate to ME and at least try to understand ME. so why try to impress others who do not want to try and understand ME?
MY advice is to spend time with YOURSELf. Learn new things about YOURSELF. Learn to love YOURSELF, and never worry about what others think. Being YOURSELF is what makes YOU unique; its what makes YOU an individual. People will appreciate YOU being YOU. No I'm not saying do not try and make new friends. SURE GO FOR IT! BUT DO NOT change YOURSELF to aim to keep them satisfied. Being YOU is what makes you YOU!!!!!!!!!! People will love YOU for who YOU are!!
http://heartofthematteronline.com/10-benefits-of-homeschool-co-ops-for-high-school-students
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
The BUCKET List
I view life a little different; when someone has a passion, is that passion worth dying for? My bucket list might be very different than yours.
1) First I want to peruse my dream at being a successful Radiatiom Oncologist.
•I love helping others and Cancer has been something I have been interested in since my grandfather was diagnosed with Lukemia.
2) I want to make enough money not just for me and my family, but enough to be able to donate.
3) I want to travel to less fortunate countries so I will b more appreciative to the life I have lived already. Including my motherland of Africa.
4) I want to learn how to love truly and unconditionally and be loved back unconditionally. I want to be happily married for the rest of my life.!
5) I want the American Dream - 2.5 kids and dog and a white picket fence.
6) I also want to adopt children from various cultures and ethnicities.
7) I want to try different foods from various places.
8) I want to live in a place strange to what I'm used to. Live like a foreigner.
9) I want to do extreme activites with my family
•ski
•sky dive
•rock climb
10) I want to start my own foundation for trouble children around the U.S.
11) I want to take a small vacation with just myself.
12) I want to spend a New Years in New York when the ball drops.
13) Make people more aware of struggles in our country and others.
14) I want to publicly speak out about the troubles of the U.S - crime drugs and unprotected sex.
15) I want to learn a religion and actually believe in it.
16) Rock out with Kid Rock on stage.!!!
17) Go on a dangerous safari.
18) Learn as much as possible about the government and their conspiracies (ex. aliens).
19) Free thousands of endangered species. WHALES!!!!
20) I want to get laser eye surgery --I'm almost legally blind.
21) I want to love myself for who I am as I already am. --more self confidence.
22) I want to stand in somebody else shoes --experience a different perspective of life.
23) I want to write a book on my life to inspire others.
24) I want to grow a family garden and a real family tree.
25) I want to go to a nude beach and be natural :)
26) I want to shave my head and give my hair to somebody who needs it more than me.
27) I want to smack Paris hilton, Lindsay Lohan, and Kimora Lee Simmons for being so ungrateful.
28) I want to invest in a big monopoly like Apple.
29) I want to meet my biological father and ask him why he chose not to be apart of my life.
30) want to draw out my own dream home and have it builder exactly as my drawing.
1) First I want to peruse my dream at being a successful Radiatiom Oncologist.
•I love helping others and Cancer has been something I have been interested in since my grandfather was diagnosed with Lukemia.
2) I want to make enough money not just for me and my family, but enough to be able to donate.
3) I want to travel to less fortunate countries so I will b more appreciative to the life I have lived already. Including my motherland of Africa.
4) I want to learn how to love truly and unconditionally and be loved back unconditionally. I want to be happily married for the rest of my life.!
5) I want the American Dream - 2.5 kids and dog and a white picket fence.
6) I also want to adopt children from various cultures and ethnicities.
7) I want to try different foods from various places.
8) I want to live in a place strange to what I'm used to. Live like a foreigner.
9) I want to do extreme activites with my family
•ski
•sky dive
•rock climb
10) I want to start my own foundation for trouble children around the U.S.
11) I want to take a small vacation with just myself.
12) I want to spend a New Years in New York when the ball drops.
13) Make people more aware of struggles in our country and others.
14) I want to publicly speak out about the troubles of the U.S - crime drugs and unprotected sex.
15) I want to learn a religion and actually believe in it.
16) Rock out with Kid Rock on stage.!!!
17) Go on a dangerous safari.
18) Learn as much as possible about the government and their conspiracies (ex. aliens).
19) Free thousands of endangered species. WHALES!!!!
20) I want to get laser eye surgery --I'm almost legally blind.
21) I want to love myself for who I am as I already am. --more self confidence.
22) I want to stand in somebody else shoes --experience a different perspective of life.
23) I want to write a book on my life to inspire others.
24) I want to grow a family garden and a real family tree.
25) I want to go to a nude beach and be natural :)
26) I want to shave my head and give my hair to somebody who needs it more than me.
27) I want to smack Paris hilton, Lindsay Lohan, and Kimora Lee Simmons for being so ungrateful.
28) I want to invest in a big monopoly like Apple.
29) I want to meet my biological father and ask him why he chose not to be apart of my life.
30) want to draw out my own dream home and have it builder exactly as my drawing.
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